I’m not feeling very well. I have felt off all day and it has extended into a headache. Mostly I just feel a bit dull and sapped of energy. I think part of I might be nervous anticipation about heading overseas again. It’s only a few days until I leave now, so I have been actively preparing myself mentally for saying bye to everyone and being on my own again. This has placed me in a quiet, reflective mood. I am not apprehensive about leaving, I just recognise I need to be in the right frame of mind to accept it as the best thing for me right now. Maybe that is what is hurting my head.

Evenings